Piece of Mind: 682.9 km

Yup, that was the distance. But... I think more than that. Hihi... It was a dream came true trip that I have always been dreaming about. The trip was to get the hell out of KL, bring happiness to the broken heart and forgetting the the tension for a little while. Yes, I ran away from reality, just to get some inner peace, inner joy and letting my real self out. Out from the cage that has been built for quite some time. Thought that the cage can make me a little bit more mature, make me more pious, and more defensive. But hey, who am I kidding?

Went off straightaway from Seremban, because I had to attend a wedding reception. Attending a wedding reception with a broken heart, was not a good time for me. Why couldn't have that? Why must I face the awful lies that been spread out to me? Was his punchline just a joke? Whatever the reasons, actions or feelings are just rubbish. Plain rubbish. For now, I can't feel happy for those who are happily in love. I am not feeling bitter, it is just that, why can't I have that? If you think that I sound jealous, the truth is, I do. I do feel jealous. I do envy.

I drove by to JB because I know i can find my inner peace there. Why JB? Because that place is my second home and the most important thing, my sisters are there. I need them when I'm feeling low. I need them when my heart hurts so bad. I need them when love fucks everything up. Only they know me well. We have been together, ups and downs, no judgments and the most importantly, I can be myself around them.

"You have grown up, Sara. You're not like yourself before. No more crying because not having lunch or going to class together. We can see that you are different. Why is the new Sara different? What has made her such? Because she has been through a very tough time. She had enough of crying everyday, crying for stupid things, crying like a baby. We are proud of you. You now can stand up for yourself, let go of unnecessary things and even have a trip to JB. That is the most amazing thing that you have done."

New places were discovered, new people were introduced, old friends were united, old places been added up the memories.